I need to know if I am out of line.?

I used to have a job with great health insurance.I have always worked and paid taxes.I lost my job recently due to economy and couldn't afford the cobra payments.When I had insurance I had skin cancer and it was dealt with wonderfully.Now I think I have skin cancer again and no insurance.The county will probably make me wait a long time for treatment.Is it ok that I am angry that I am bunched in with people who never worked or paid taxes ?Also is it ok for me to be in this condition and still NOT WANT OBAMA CARE.